Jealous Admiration

Jealous Admiration

Present so pleasing
It that your thing?
Really ---------- Are you actually Equal?
Saccharine slide to NutraSweet
Begging to be believed
Why else --------------------
Ever open in the ease of protection
I can offer also, out of reach
Desire so little to do
Willing, the thrill in exhibit
Comes with this stance
Pandora rules paid down
From parameters laid
Pride is not nearly enough
As you see it or not
Your humility, attractive as it is
Not quite believable to knowing eyes
Can your soul ---------- never available
Bound by your social adherence . . .
Unable to step out
You shall never step up

Please, there is little in these
Desire must be an override
For humble, reserved . . .
Charm wears thin
Is a Man
Where is the exertion ----- decisive
An absolute control, drawing
As some inertia
From the speed of your beauty
At the point where it is still . . .
On offer ----------
Is it?
Were you ever?
Does the point exist?
Can you see?
Hear?

Your Wish

Your Wish
PART A

Lad, your wish. There is no lean
Hard enough for Pandora ---------- The grains
Have not been unkind ----- Laying
Road yet before

Some masculinity, seeming easy
At birth, well designed
Clear in the eyes of others
Naturally as Ego, denied by no mirror
Reflected opposite ----- All is not quite . . .

It takes a Great Deal
To support a man
Control caged as under belief
Blind as faith, a manner men are so capable of
Requiring ----- A man is a question
He Is dying to know

Here, it appears more than in order
Enough to draw breathe from memory
Presenting as conditioned confidence
Appearances ------ Even here with me
A double-sided ease out of reach
Almost medical, but for the firmness

Sweetness, were you? ----- Really,
Seriously -------------------- Rare
There is no refuting your beauty
Is that all?
I am perilous
From where is the threat?
Professionally it is not up to you
Commodity ----- Is this prize blocking your ears?
Ease exists only in one place


PART B

Had you been listening
Ears open Eyes ---------- Do you Hear?
See ---- You attempt Pandora, unblocked
The turnover ----- frequent
Hear, is a point
You, unwilling to roll
There are punches
For which you are unprepared
Taken without thought
To roll, as easy as I turn cheek

Boy tall Boy
Do you wish a-men sooner,
Your road is a head
Or, so you think ----- Already there?
Never knowing, for the halt
Drawn up so well by society
It takes a man
To roll over ----- cheek by cheek
Roll on turn by turn

No one has asked anything of you
It seems more than in order
Denied by no mirrors
Do you have questions for me?
Have you understood? ----- Ears
Open Eyes
What is this?
With ease
Shall you ever find your roll in it?

Terribly Masculine

Terribly Masculine

Terribly masculine ----- where are you
Eyes - Man ----- Do you comprehend
The extent of your gaze? ---------- Believably
Horizons mirage, naturally
Where are you ---------- vantage:
Do you know
Where you are going?
Seen the road? ----------Or are you?

See -------------------------------------
You never been ----- so eager
All greener, no guarantee
Soft underfoot ---------- it’s not the point,
You’d have felt it

Travelling hard can carry only so much
Loose the tickets
How willing are you to build calluses
Rubbed hard blistering to burst?

Places ---------- Do you see? ---------- Places
The point
Multitudinous
Re-cognition, it’s to have Seen
Stand under, look up
Or is it? ---------- Do you only See?

Been ---------- Be ----------Being
Hear?
Places, as you ask
I don’t believe you,
Never been ---------- Do you See?
Unforeseen ---------- For all your confidence,

Lens me your desire ---------- Eyes a little longer open
Reflect back ---------- Flash Light ---------- See your iris contract
Unable to reduce light quick enough,
Suitability, no choice ---------- opinion beyond physical,
Not quite preparation ---------- The mirage
Re-member, ease comes rarely delivered

Despite your request ---------- This Place
Faith is blind ---------- Do you See?
Saddle light ----- reigned in
Are you seated?
Willing?